From Self-Doubt to Self-Discovery: My Allahabad University Journey

A Shred of the Past

After scoring 70 percent in Class 10, I had no future goals. I was unaware of what I was going to choose as a career path. As I was dissatisfied with my score, I took time to decide my stream for Class 11 and 12. I had full guidance from my parents. However, my mother’s mind was a bit more inclined towards the Commerce stream. But my father advised me to pursue only the stream I was genuinely interested in. After a long thought process, I went for the Humanities stream and started preparing for the UPSC examination.

After completing my Class 12, I appeared for a few entrance exams and eventually got admission at Allahabad University.

Allahabad University Counselling

I wanted to get admission at the main campus, but I was not lucky enough. I joined the Jagat Taran Girls Degree College which is affiliated with Allahabad University. After going there for counselling, I opted for the BA in Ancient History course.

During the admission and counselling process, I was very nervous and kept thinking about whether I would be able to get admission. The presence of other students at the counselling was elevating the feeling of self-doubt in me. Looking back at it, I get amused thinking of how nervous and anxious I was at that time. Well, at the end, it is just human nature.

I was called for counselling along with a few other girls, and after talking to fellow candidates there, I started feeling better. The counselling process was smooth; the documentation took some time, and then the last stage was paying the admission fee. After paying the same, I finally got admission.

Beginning of a New Chapter

At first glance, college life seemed intimidating. The campus walls and new faces made me feel nervous. However, all that intimidation and nervousness disappeared when I entered the class. Everyone there looked just as confused as I was. I sat beside a few fellow classmates, started to introduce myself, and gradually everyone became acquainted. Eventually, I made many good friends.

The college campus is good, with a lot of greenery. The study environment is one of the things my college excels at. It did not take me a lot of time to get familiar with the campus. Here, the library is never empty, with many students studying at all times. The vast number of books catalogued is also a plus point, which makes the library more interesting.

Future goals

I am certain that I am going to enjoy my time here. After this, I wish to explore new states for my future education. I am constantly keeping up with the industry trends to sharpen my skills. I wish to get a good job offer at some big MNC after graduation. Now, I am just hoping to stay persistent and optimistic for my future career.

About the author: Khushi Jaiswal is currently pursuing BA in Ancient History from Allahabad University. Her interests have always lied in learning about Ancient History and Political Science. She has also started developing interest in UPSC preparation.

Note: The views expressed in this article are solely the author’s own and do not reflect/represent those of Shiksha.